IT IS DARK & SHE CALLS ME DEEPER
Daily Meditation, Inspirations, and Practices for the Sacred Masculine, November 24

Daily Meditation, Inspirations, and Practices for the Sacred Masculine, November 24
One of the most beautiful things I can do for myself and everyone around me is to retrain my nervous system. As a masculine-identified man I'm trained in the defensive/offensive “warrior” mode. There are good reasons for this. Today, there are better reasons to learn something new.
I used to think this was a 50/50 thing. I used to think that we were equally responsible for this trusting at the crossing. I believed that it was up to this thing called "us," whether the crossing was made or not. This belief was a fundamental failing my relationships. I know differently now.
I used to think I needed someone to love me, for that feeling to be real. Now, I know better.
My father wasn’t an easy father for me to be a son to. I know I'm not unique, as a son. I think many (all?) of our fathers want things for us and from us. Sometimes that casts a shadow. Sometimes it's an inspiration.